Actually this is suppose to be a retreat for the previous mission trip to Pulau Banding. But I end up joining the fun there. We took a trip to Kulim, Kedah and went to Pastor Roland’s church FGA Kulim and stayed at his house for the night.

The whole trip was free sponsor by Pastor Roland. The whole team took charge of the whole youth service starting off with worship, sketch, testimonials and a short sharing by Pastor Roland. The reason is so that we could bless the youth and the people at FGA Kulim.

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Aaron giving a briefing after reaching Kulim

Chee Khoon and Yan Wai

Having prayer time before we were off for Junjung

Pastor Roland leading in prayer

Simon Leading worship

The people stand up to worship God

The USM KKJ CF, FGA Kulim Youth and Pastor Roland and wife Jannet

Morning breakfast the next day

I got this while I was reading a friend's blog . So as you can see here obviously is is not written by Asian. So for you girls out there or some of you guys who happen to know... Comment of which of the 20 things are true?? Hahaha...

It was Friday when our CG decided to have our steamboat dinner at Simon’s house. The dinner was fun as all of our CG member turn out for the dinner. E Fai who is Yee Wei’s friend also joint in the fun and really brought a fun atmosphere to the dinner.

Thanks Derrick and the rest of the brain behind it!!

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The day was raining but the CF members still manage to turn out for the program. It was really fun as all was involve in the quiz. Aaron and Boon Kung pull this quiz off I believe not only by the own strength but with God’s strength!! My CG didn’t win the quiz but end the 3^rd placing. Winner was Ann Nee’s group.

Congratulations!!

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Working hard to solve the puzzle

Simon and Derrick..

Boon Kung and Aaron

Most people at less have a close friend around them to share what they are going through. In return the feeling of trust is there as you share your problem with them. Even if they don’t share their problem, you still feel thankful for this friend.

As I know how good is to have this kind of friend around me all the time, now I’m missing this kind of close friend relationship. Tell you all readers; I’m still in search of this friend of mind. Before this I thought that I could just share my problems with anyone beside me. But I was wrong.

As a result now I’m feeling really downcast. In the bible it is said that in Genesis 4:5 it its last part, Cain was downcast because he was angry with his brother Abel. (I got this msg from Sunday service) well, now I’m angry with my self!! I really hate for who I am. I’m talking about my flash part, surely god has bless me with all kind of skill but I’m still the sinful person which I’m now!! Why can’t I change for the better? Just today I ate with Max Ting, and guess what the word I said to him really upset him!! since we are friend.. One will know if a person is upset. Is this kind of SHIT that I don’t want to have in me. i guess he has forgiven me but the fact that i dont forgive my self is making me feel as such... Sorry for being so rood!!

I suck in my studies compare to others!! I suck with relationship!! All this really bother me.. Problems which I don’t have anyone to share to!!

I’m sure you would remember China; they used to have the best armada on the seas. After an instant, China close it’s door to the world and it was shown by the government burning all the Chinese ships that was on it water.

I’m now in the brake of shutting myself to the world around me. And I don’t want that. The reason I’m saying this is because I’m really desperate. in short, i've no other people to turn to to talk about my problems. Sorry for all the rood words used in this blog entry. Do keep me in your prayers.. Really sorry!!