I've crying quietly each night before i go to bed. Asking question of; why, how, who and when. I can only look on from afar and say

"I love you"

I pray to God each day as I think of you. So that my heart will not loose my focus in on you oh God!

It's time to GET UP & MOVE ON!
Let god be the solution!
Amen!!

Wawawawa, I found this personality test thingy from Jia Hui’s blog. Well it is darn exciting to see my result.

My personality type came out to be ENFP. What is it? It is “ENFPs are introspective, values-oriented, inspiring, social and extremely expressive. They actively send their thoughts and ideas out into the world as a way to bring attention to what they feel to be important, which often has to do with ethics and current events. ENFPs are natural advocates, attracting people to themselves and their cause with excellent people skills, warmth, energy and positivity. ENFPs are described as creative, resourceful, assertive, spontaneous, life-loving, charismatic, passionate and experimental.”For more can click here.

I kind of like the list job match that they have came out. Check it out for yourself ya. Very exciting.

Some of the jobs are Art Director, Church Worker, Designer, Journalist, Psychologist/Counsellor, Teacher/Professor, Social Worker. Which I love to take up and I find it suit me most!!

There are some job witch I would laugh at if I were to take them up in the future. Job like Accountant/Auditor, Politician, can they fit me? Wawawaw…

I watched a show called “Evan almighty”. I cried in the mid of the show. Because of the words that hit me hard as below:

“If you pray for patinas, do you think God will give them patients or the opportunities to be patient? If you pray for courage, do you think god will give you courage or does He give you the opportunities to be courageous? If you were to pray for the family to be close together, would God give the fuzzy feelings or does God give them the opportunities to love one another?”

Really got me thinking of the things that I pray for… lets ponder

As it was lunch time in stuff café in campus, one could see student flooding the place. The place is packed with people buzzing a round with their food, people laughing, complaining and so on. You know the average that student will talk about. As a group of girls walk into the café, eyes here and there of the café look to them. Eye balls and heads turn to look at them to check them out as they make their way to their usual sits.

As I’m use to having friends around me most of the time, I some how find it fun to sit alone in a crowded place and to take my lunch. Believe it or not, it was really enjoying at that moment to observe how people react and do. It was a break for me in my life then. Some people look to quiet place to relax, but I was relaxed at the busy moment of the day at café. Flashes of though and ideas flash into my head. Was really a time alone moment for me.

As I start the 2^nd half the semester. I can’t feel that the sorrow, tears and confusion that is yet to come. Keeping in steps of my academic has proven to be a challenge. Keeping my self and my emotion as a person in check is also a hill to climb for me.

What am I expecting this 2^nd half from God and myself?? That is some things that I want to pray about.