Yo,

Every one… sorry for not blog here for so long liau. Hehe.. It’s been a very busy 3 months for me since my last blog title. After coming back home from my campus last sat, I took my time to look back at the picture taken during I was in matriculation. Man, I really miss my friends then. Anyhow I’m now back. Now I’m having my university’s semester break that is around 3Month. But guess what? I’ll be busy during this holidays.

For 3 weeks starting next week that is on the 8^th May, I’ll be going to Camp. Cameron. It is the time for me to really seek God as I’m not a holy man and experience his Love there. After the Camp I’ll be going to the island of Borneo to climb Mount Kinabalu, have a jungle walk at Mulu National Park and so on. It’ll be around 2 weeks for the whole trip.

My plans for this holidays is to read back the subject that I’m poor for the 1^st year for studies. Well, I really don’t know I could do that as there are too many distractions around me. Plus I also realise that I slept more than 12 hours per day ever since I came back.

I’ll try to upload any picture later.

Hey there…. After bringing my computer back to campus…. I got into a new English series ^st up is Prison Break and the 2^nd one is Supernatural…. But I like Prison Break batter….

Prison Break

About a structure engineer who go rob a bank JUST to get into prison to get his brother out who is sentence to death by the electric chair for the crime that he never committed by breaking a maximum security prison. ‘Fish’ call by his fellow inmate who is having the blueprint of the prison tattoo to his body try to complete this task within 3weeks before his brother go Bay-Bay….. This series is filled with action, thriller and of cause violence as this is a prison…. Never get board…. A good change and a fresh idea compare to shows like Smallville e.g.

More info:-

http://www.fox.com/schedule/2005fall/prisonbreak.htm

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Prison_Break

Supernatural

Started as a father quest to hunt the supernatural entity that kill his wife that set her on fire and almost killed 2 of his sons…. And now both of the son is continuing the family tradition…..

After finishing 3 out of my 4 exam paper today… I was really worried that I won’t be able to pass the paper (Math.) I do have problem doing maths because I never seems to get the right answer (either I key in the wrong value into my calculator / I miss read the value or others…). I also had the same worries as I finish my material science and mechanic for the pass week…

I really have difficulty in doing those papers and I wander if I could even get ¼ of the whole mark they offer!!! (Well it is really this bad!!)… As I was biking with my friend back to my room… I told my friend my problem that I had. Then he answered me with this:

“Why worry, I see a lot of student here never sleep before exam. Why? Because they want to get an A. What for… The different of salary for a graduate with 1^st class honours and those who didn’t is just around rm300-400… And not ALL who get 1^st class could get a job… We are asked to get A when we were in school, so to get a place in university or colleges…”

The moment after that, this question strike me “What’s the real reason for Living??” Then I see my past start to pass me by in my thought…. (This is how it looks like as I sum it in a flow chart):

For me as a little boy I have no choice but to follow our parents. Thus future should be good… But what is we the choice??? The worst think is that every one will die…

Than I really feel what the meaning of living?? Why am I here in the 1^st place?? (This is the 1^st time I have such a deep thought about LIFE) I also understood that why a purpose in life is needed and why is it important!!!

But thanks to Jesus I know my life do not end when I die… serious… After so long being a Christian… I even read the book “the purpose driven life” then I don’t understand the real meaning of ‘purpose’!!

Ahhhhhhhhhh!!! I called Bernard to day and I found out that... I'm going to miss this year's HUGE camp!! The last HuGE Camp I went was the 1 in Penang where PlanetShakers came to Malaysia.. After missing last years HUGE i told my self that I'm not going to miss another HUGE!! But it turn out that I'll miss this year as well due to the overlaping with my Army trainning camp, that is about 2weeks!! From the 24th Nov. to the 15th Dec. On the 15th is the final day of both camp!! I've never miss a single HUGE Camp since the 1st 1 that is in Melacca in 2000 (camp baju is the green 1) (same with this year, but at Air Keruh I think..) until last year's 1...

The aim for me to go to this camp is:

1. Dont forget, is to seek God. (Get the fire!!) Motivation. The topic they have there for each session is very intresting!! Last time i use to go for the BGR Talk... Kind of fun( get to see some pretty girl AND ALSO GAIN KNOWLEDGE la)... Then going with kav. , fook sim and more...

2. To catch up with old buddies since I'm been gone to the North for some 2 years now!! (sad)

3. To know know the youth (not that i'm old!!) from my church (most of the church youth and teens go for this camp) as there is always new faces that have been promoted from PowerKids to Teens and from RCKL Teen to RCKL Youth... Also those fella that bring friends along with them!!

4. Also since I'm a guy... So guys you know what I mean la... (this is just sampingan) (it is also said in the Bible that if you Lust with your heart, you are committing adultery)(got you there!! haha..) what i ment was, know other teens and youth from other church. Guy or Girl they are the same... haha... Get new ideas from them about their church activitys!!

**** Those who get to go I say enjoy it and let God move... Ask him to work in you... you can go to all kinds of camp and conferences and after few weeks you are back to your OLD self... Is not about the music and the band or speaker but God... Talking about GOD is a serious thing... Blessing from god is the FUN for forever!!! So ASK!
"For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened." matthew 7:8

**** Another thing is that don't sleep late cause the next morning buring service... you will see every ones head looking down and eyes close!!! haha...

GTG got exam in 6more hours which me luck!!!

Haha I saw this is kind of funny and i hope you all will have a good laugh... Anyway the last time i REALLY watch Power Rangers was i think i was in standerd 4.... wooo it has been long... I was in to the Power Ranger movie where White Ranger (or green ranger??) save the day... haha...