Well as a Christian we are not suppose to look (or rely) at stuff such as luck, palm reading & not mentioning astrology. But the bible told us to rely on Him alone. That is why he send His Holy Spirit to guide us in every step we make!! Plus I always tell this to my friends that in Roman 8:28 it says “And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.” (KJV). The reason he don’t tell us our future is so that we rely on Him. This fact is always hard to accept for me, “lagi-lagi” after the love sick issue!! Anyway, I’ve not really recover from the sadness that I’ve been through (this is the 1^st time I felt the “blow” from a love issue). That is why I didn’t blog for some time!!

I took this from an e-mail that has been send to me by a friend that describes a person’s character which is born in a particular month… Since I’m a December baby this is what the e-mail describe me..

“This straight-up means you are the most good-looking person possible... Better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive.”

This description describe me the best, except the good looking part…. I find the hard to understand part very true because most of the time when I’m trying to explain some thing I end up confusing the person even more!

Well most of the time this kind of e-mail will end up by asking you to send to some number of people & and you will meet your love life (which I never send). Plus, these kinds of description are mostly general so you would mostly find the statements given are true… If you don’t trust me go ask those who are doing psychology.

Before all I’m really thankful to God in this confusion, where He reminded me of the bible study that our CF did before the holidays. To put him 1st in everything, to focus on Him.

Hope you readers could help me in this area of love… Ya you all heard me right!! Hope you all could post in some suggestion or so (it is better of base on the bible)…

Anyway to start off with the confusion of mind, today (which is my 1st day of class after the holidays… or that is I we all say “holiday”) I got to know that this girl, GG (cool name for a girl right??) that I was very interested in (the girl which I prayed really hard to God asking if GG is THE ONE, The girl whom I’ve dream of having a future together!!) got very close to another guy which have feelings for GG (ok… in short term, I found myself a “rival”) in a gathering lately. One of my friend told me that they were very close together, once look as if there is something going on between them and my friend insisted that this guy has started making the “move” on GG and the GG seems to take it "at ease" (well I don’t blame her). I was filled with the broken parts of my heart as I heard the news and did not pay attention in yesterday’s class (that is before God reminded me) & some of the advice that I have get from my fellow friends.

The confusing part is that, what is my next action? Should I go for her to “take on my rival”? Or should I fallback and let them be happily ever after??

Can I have the mentality of “I really don’t mind if GG is with him (whom I consider to be a strong Christian with still more to learn… I’m not judging a book by it cover ok) provided GG is happy.”? Or go after her? Would it consider as selfish if I go after her? What about the guy? What does the bible or you would say about this?

Well I went out the whole day during Merdeka day…. Not to see the marching at Dataran Merdeka but went to get a new phone that is the Sony Ericsson K750i for Yen Wai from Nigle who had put on a good offer on the internet… (Well I’m like the middle man… Wawaawa! ) Well thanks to Ernest and also God, the whole thing went as planed!! One think I like to say about Sony Ericsson phone, that they are very “clear”… the LCD!! And I only found out how useful is to have a camera phone on standby without having to bring my big Canon Power Shot A400 around!! A camera on a mobile phone is surly a plus but not a need la…. I guess I have to stick with my old N-Gage!! Wawawawawa…..!

Then later I got to sit down at Starbucks at KL Central & got to chat with Ernest after a long time of not seeing him!! Then we went to his house to take his ice box (why?? You will find out later…). After that we then head up to Mid Valley but before that we stop my one of his friend to pick up his friend whose name is April.

“People Mountain People Sea” which means jam pack in Chinese can be describes when we were at the shopping complex!! Ya... Ernest wanted to buy ice cream (Ahhh…. that is why he needs his ice box) from Basket Robbins where the queue was so long as if no need money to buy!! Here I put the K750i’s camera to the test…. (Sounds like those people who review cameras!! Cool!! Wawawaw!!)

This is the Sony Ericsson K750i set

“People Mountain People Sea”.

You get what I mean by “queue was so long as if no need money to buy!!”

What a good day for the neon light to “go off”. Is it Rawberry or Strawberry?? Confusing...

Umm… I think after testing it…. I rather carry a big load & get a better picture quality with my big A400 than to the K750i… But it is still a plus is my n-Gage have a build in camera!!

Thanks God for He had safely brought me through the day!! Lagi-lagi this is the 1^st time doing COD Cash on delivery!!