Some thing is happening to me.. On Thursday, I just show middle finger to motorist when he honked at me! What is wrong with that? The reaction is so natural that I did't get the time to think and it just came out! It is like a subconscious motor reaction from my brain!

Something is surly wrong with me!

I went for futsal yesterday, I was so obsess and so rude and emotional non the less! Hay I know myself then and I'm really sure something is going wrong within me!

For this week, it was the most messiest week in my life! I dont know what am I working for as I dont find any purpose in doing things and it is draining me away..

Need to start from square one again!

I'm really frustrated with how the world conduct itself! My boss!! Just want to tell you that you are such a 2 face boss! Why everything I was being placed the blame with?

Going back because as to make the plant batter don't count? When i make a small mistake, does it consider that i fail all? Why cant you just look at the good things (in this case MORE!!)??

When I say, i'm wrong. When i silent, I'm wrong! Oh man! such a double standard!

Oh GOD, PLEASE HELP ME. Teach me to be like you to forgive and to have the heart of yours in such a situation! Do teach me LORD!

What kind of friends that assume too much? May I ask?

They come when you have everything
They go when you have nothing
Since they don't know
All day they just assume
But never even ask
Nor even call?!!

I'm in a very deep disillusionment now..
Yet so, what kind of friends do I've?
I give all I can to support you guys
My everything
And at the end of the day
What do I get?

Nothing!! But just but the wind that come out of their mouth!