What’s the real reason for Living?? Or Deep thought about life??

After finishing 3 out of my 4 exam paper today… I was really worried that I won’t be able to pass the paper (Math.) I do have problem doing maths because I never seems to get the right answer (either I key in the wrong value into my calculator / I miss read the value or others…). I also had the same worries as I finish my material science and mechanic for the pass week…

I really have difficulty in doing those papers and I wander if I could even get ¼ of the whole mark they offer!!! (Well it is really this bad!!)… As I was biking with my friend back to my room… I told my friend my problem that I had. Then he answered me with this:

“Why worry, I see a lot of student here never sleep before exam. Why? Because they want to get an A. What for… The different of salary for a graduate with 1^st class honours and those who didn’t is just around rm300-400… And not ALL who get 1^st class could get a job… We are asked to get A when we were in school, so to get a place in university or colleges…”

The moment after that, this question strike me “What’s the real reason for Living??” Then I see my past start to pass me by in my thought…. (This is how it looks like as I sum it in a flow chart):

For me as a little boy I have no choice but to follow our parents. Thus future should be good… But what is we the choice??? The worst think is that every one will die…

Than I really feel what the meaning of living?? Why am I here in the 1^st place?? (This is the 1^st time I have such a deep thought about LIFE) I also understood that why a purpose in life is needed and why is it important!!!

But thanks to Jesus I know my life do not end when I die… serious… After so long being a Christian… I even read the book “the purpose driven life” then I don’t understand the real meaning of ‘purpose’!!