During my last CG dinner at Simon’s house, I was inspired with a DIY lamp that was done by Simon himself. So without any hesitation, the next day I went out with my friend to get my self the parts to do my own lamp. After few minutes, Walla~~. It is done!!

After some time using it, I find it very useful and I spend only RM21 to make it. Well the most expansive part among all is non other then the bulb itself! But I’m happily living with it now!! Don’t be jealous ya.

The expansive bulb

Hanging over my study table. (room a bit messy ya)

They have done it again!! Congratulation to FES again (ok…. this is the 1^st time I said it). They have come out with the newsletter name “HOTSPOTS : connecting campuses in the northern region” well I say, it sure is hot.

As we look at our CF in our campus, we some time come to think that we are the minority group of Christians. And with this newsletter, FES want to show that we belong to a larger body of Christian students that god has place in each campus for a purpose (I took this line from the issue).

Campuses like my campus USM Eng Camp, IPG, UUM, USM Main Camp, TAR College, AIMST and INTI College are more connected as we know what each and every one of us is doing.

Congratulations!!

Wawawa…

All For Love
By Hillsong United

All for love a Father gave
For only love could make a way
All for love heavens cried
For love was crucified

All for a love a Saviour prayed
Abba Father have Your way
Though they know not what they do
Let the Cross draw man to You

Let me sing all for love
I will join the angel song
Ever holy is the Lord
King of Glory
King of all

Oh how many times have I broken Your heart
But still You forgive
If only I ask
And how many times have You heard me pray
Draw near to me

Everything I need is You
My beginning, my forever
Everything I need is You

As a child of god, we bare the Lord’s name in our life. Every thing we do actually reflect His name. From my previous post, “experience”, my main focus was that we are shaped by our experience, be it good or bad. As for a child of god, the experience be it good or bad actually is a way that God mould us into who He want us to be (Rom 8:28).

As we have experience the bitterness and the happiness of life, the holiness and the wrath of God. What we do on the conclusion, is what divided us from a child of God and a so call Christian.

As I was listening to my music collection, this song reminded me of who I am and a reminder for me to look for the joy of the Lord.

Mercy Me - All Because Of This Lyrics

(Album: Spoken For)

Why do we do the things we do
How can we sing when there seems no reason to
How do we smile when there's not much to smile about
When the world is down who are we to stand and shout
They wonder why we do the things we do

[CHORUS]
It's all because of this
It's all because of this
We've tasted love, tasted hope, tasted holiness

He is BIG!!

Is it true that experience and the decision we made out of tour experiences will shape what we are, be it good or bad??

We see and meet people everyday. From every meetings we gain experience. And form that experiences we learn to decide and conclude. As human, we always rest our conclusion. And from our conclusions we take action and every action we make we portrays our character. The character is who we are.

As I looked back for the past few weeks, I have shadowed myself under the problems that I’m facing. One could see from my previous post down & under. Now I’m still in it and in the assurance that God will raise me up.

Jesus prayed for us all (John17, do read this chapter) and he prays for our safety for He knows that the world is not safe (John17:11).

The reason that we are Christian is not asking God to take always our problems but to experience God’s grace to the fullest (John17:15-18) before we meet Him face to face.

He is mighty to save if we let Him to save us.

Thanks for Chon Chong for taking this picture with his pro camera during WI ’07… Thanks!!

Actually this is suppose to be a retreat for the previous mission trip to Pulau Banding. But I end up joining the fun there. We took a trip to Kulim, Kedah and went to Pastor Roland’s church FGA Kulim and stayed at his house for the night.

The whole trip was free sponsor by Pastor Roland. The whole team took charge of the whole youth service starting off with worship, sketch, testimonials and a short sharing by Pastor Roland. The reason is so that we could bless the youth and the people at FGA Kulim.

Soon to upload more picture @ my Flickr / http://www.flickr.com/photos/entol85/

Aaron giving a briefing after reaching Kulim

Chee Khoon and Yan Wai

Having prayer time before we were off for Junjung

Pastor Roland leading in prayer

Simon Leading worship

The people stand up to worship God

The USM KKJ CF, FGA Kulim Youth and Pastor Roland and wife Jannet

Morning breakfast the next day

I got this while I was reading a friend's blog . So as you can see here obviously is is not written by Asian. So for you girls out there or some of you guys who happen to know... Comment of which of the 20 things are true?? Hahaha...

It was Friday when our CG decided to have our steamboat dinner at Simon’s house. The dinner was fun as all of our CG member turn out for the dinner. E Fai who is Yee Wei’s friend also joint in the fun and really brought a fun atmosphere to the dinner.

Thanks Derrick and the rest of the brain behind it!!

Soon to upload more picture at my Flickr / http://www.flickr.com/photos/entol85/

The day was raining but the CF members still manage to turn out for the program. It was really fun as all was involve in the quiz. Aaron and Boon Kung pull this quiz off I believe not only by the own strength but with God’s strength!! My CG didn’t win the quiz but end the 3^rd placing. Winner was Ann Nee’s group.

Congratulations!!

Soon to upload more picture at my Flickr / http://www.flickr.com/photos/entol85/

Working hard to solve the puzzle

Simon and Derrick..

Boon Kung and Aaron

Most people at less have a close friend around them to share what they are going through. In return the feeling of trust is there as you share your problem with them. Even if they don’t share their problem, you still feel thankful for this friend.

As I know how good is to have this kind of friend around me all the time, now I’m missing this kind of close friend relationship. Tell you all readers; I’m still in search of this friend of mind. Before this I thought that I could just share my problems with anyone beside me. But I was wrong.

As a result now I’m feeling really downcast. In the bible it is said that in Genesis 4:5 it its last part, Cain was downcast because he was angry with his brother Abel. (I got this msg from Sunday service) well, now I’m angry with my self!! I really hate for who I am. I’m talking about my flash part, surely god has bless me with all kind of skill but I’m still the sinful person which I’m now!! Why can’t I change for the better? Just today I ate with Max Ting, and guess what the word I said to him really upset him!! since we are friend.. One will know if a person is upset. Is this kind of SHIT that I don’t want to have in me. i guess he has forgiven me but the fact that i dont forgive my self is making me feel as such... Sorry for being so rood!!

I suck in my studies compare to others!! I suck with relationship!! All this really bother me.. Problems which I don’t have anyone to share to!!

I’m sure you would remember China; they used to have the best armada on the seas. After an instant, China close it’s door to the world and it was shown by the government burning all the Chinese ships that was on it water.

I’m now in the brake of shutting myself to the world around me. And I don’t want that. The reason I’m saying this is because I’m really desperate. in short, i've no other people to turn to to talk about my problems. Sorry for all the rood words used in this blog entry. Do keep me in your prayers.. Really sorry!!