Weighted Down..

Last night, the whole campus breaks into darkness which I was just about to finish up my design. But end up in darkness. The only thing I could do was to sit down and pray.

I’m now in my friend’s room surfing as I upload this entry to you guys. My internet connection in my room was disconnected due to the power failure yesterday morning.

I attended the talk on industrial training of my campus, which the talk really snatches off and took always my moral to this very moment as I write on. I’m feeling down and under the clouds and I suddenly feel that I’m clamped up with works that is still yet to fulfil. Heavy burdens suddenly just fall on my back and I’m stuck to the ground.

The wanting to know what I will and can be in the future is really clouding my vision. Need to let go and let God do the things that He does best. I was speechless and my mouth is hardened to say and sing the song “How Great is Our God” just now in CF.

What I expect of God (to a certain extend) as if we are limiting what God can do and under estimating what he know the best for us. As you can see now, I’m contradicts my own thoughts and thinking. Sound childish? That I think is what happens constantly in my mind always.