Back Home..

I’m now blogging from my cousin’s house I Johor. Getting back to KL was fun. To smell of home and the warmness of home is comforting and brings back old time memories. I wake up at 1130am and on that morning I found out that my father had planted watermelon in my back yard.

Just want to share with you the feeling of coming back home after 4month. Every time I come back home I’ll feel a fixture of happiness and fear. Why fear? Because I fear that I’ll fall back to the old lifestyle that I was before. The atmosphere at home is so conducive, simple and worry free (as parents are always there) that will cause me to go into complacent and not relying on Him.. Most of the time I will skip the daily devotion and start off the day with computer and music. I really don’t like the lifestyle when I’m back home. But still I need to grow up and learn to make the change and stand up to honour Him!!