Different path..

Now as a new journey starts, it is a starting mark where I’ll go on path which are different from my other friends. I’ve been separated from as my room is on the third floor which is not what I’ve expected. As my other friends who is well in their studies, they will have only two days of class in a week while me on the other hand will not only have a packed week but also going with class with the juniors. The first day when I entered the class, I felt that my world have change, feelings of failure and uselessness fill my heart as I sit at the back row in the lecture hall. These feelings are endless.

But then I saw a man who is at his 50s is taking the same subjects as I’m and as he entered, his posture and style portrayed that he did not fell as what I felt but the reason he come in here is to study and to do his best. This really encourages me, and I thank God that he did not leave me alone as I’m weak and sad but He provided me support.

I’m a person who is afraid of uncertainty of the path that I’m about to embark adding on that I’m alone and all the people that I’m used to be around are now distance away. No more Derrick, Yan Wai, Lee, Sze-Lyn or Yee Ting… Step out from my comfort zone and now into the deep water. It’s time to move on and rely on God’s grace and mercy.

Guide me and teach me to rely on you lord for you made me and know me before the world. I pray that lord you will guide me and protect me from sin and bless me lord…

In Jesus name..
Amen..