Betrayed..

Dating aback this entry on Friday which is on the 18^th Jan 2008 due to no internet connection.

Not exactly what the picture portrays but it is some thing like that.

May be is my mistake to be to close and have the assumption of “I’ll cover your back and you cover my back if any of us run into problems” or may be I’m being very complacent with the people around me.

Dating back to the starting of the semester, I have heard some of my friends who were having the problem in their fellowship circle. What kind of problem? Well, it’s the problem where the people in the fellowship just say “I love you and I’ll care for you” but after saying that they just go about their own stuff (what I mean is the self centeredness). What is though to be your own business is your own and I’ll not and don’t care for it.

It is this people that I care for and this is what I get in return? Have I made them complacent in their life? If it is such, I’ve fail. I’ve fail badly and fall hard!

Lord, teach me to forgive them as I don’t know how to deal with the feelings that I’m having now.

I’m now i'm ok as I post this entry on this blog as God has been faithful to me personally. Amen!!